The journey has been far too long now..
I tell myself strongly, this is it!, wit a raised brow...
As i look back, i feel that this was definately not my life's plan..
But then i console myself thinking after all i dint drink complan ;)
But something's gotta now work out..
As I reassure myself n feel positive with a pout!
Its funny how crisis make me feel special..
I now feel closer to God, n ohh being his favourite child can be quite a hastle!
Life is fun when it is bumpy and not smooth and easy..
But then liking the state of crisis too much can be quite cheesy!
I am moving towards being more spiritual and simple..
Just that I dont wanna be sad and laugh with a dimple!
I do my karma and leave the rest since I am destiny's child..
For the chances of things anyways happening my way are very mild!
I envy people whose tasks get completely so easily..
Oh the prices I have to pay for being in the eyes of God cannot be paid lazily!
Since there is no point to complaint and crib..
I'd rather shut my mouth n let him take care of me like a child with a bib!
But i'd like to warn u oh dear lord..
I wont deter from my goals n u can test me till u r bored..
Ill only come out stronger n braver n hold up that chin..
N then one day it will be my turn to look at u and wink n Grin!
Till then noone stops u from doing ur task..
Im just gonna live life on my terms n there shall be no mask!
Okay now i've chit-chat with u enough..
Its time to say bye with a word of advice to not be ohso rough!
Things u do for me only turn out making me tough..
N im not gonna fall sick n give up..oh cmon its just a little cough!!
Got it..??
Else, forget it!! :0)
Nikita
