and i tell myself, almost angrily...what the hell is wrong with u gurl...till when will this really go on?...was this ur BIGG plan in life...is this where u'd thought u would be five years back or is it just a failed plan showing inefficiency in managerial decisions?...And then i quickly tell myself...Its alright!... even the best of managers have tasted failures at some point of time in their lives...failures have helped them most to go up high on the positions they are on...Go ahead Woman! Open ur eyes, Keep behind the failures and MOVE On!!!
As i am sitting here at the same place...doing the same thing...around the same set of people...having almost the same thoughts...i ask myself...even more strongly this time...In an era where things and people are changing oh so constantly...how come my life...or better to put it up as MY TIMES right now are so extremely stagnant?....should this stagnancy make me sad about not having to accomplish the goals planned by me for myself at the right time...or make me happier about having the privilege of living a life which is stable and different from the rest of the running world!
I get reminded of my seventh or eighth grade computer class which taught me a big principle of life, obviously it was always understood by me as JUST a principle in Computers till now...It was GIGO!...or better as Garbage in, Garbage Out!
This small four alphabetical word...puts across such a strong principle of life..."the more negativity u have inside u...the more negativity u face across in ur outside...". I now believe, even the human mind is like that of a computer (and its not just chacha chaudhari's mind which is like that of a computer, but trust me each one of us has a mind as strong as a computer :) ). The more Garbage u put in the mind cribbing and sulking about things not working right, the more Garbage would come out of u...making u inefficient and ruining better and brighter prospects of future!
Take each day as it comes, in a positive stride. Look out for happiness in small things in life...cos its their where it is hidden...do ur KARMA and sleep peacefully with a belief that u have brought a smile on the face of atleast one person through the day with ur actions!...rest everything will happen on its own...things will begin to work in ur favour and all the achievements will come running behind u! God is always with each one of us thinking nice for us!
After writing all the above down...i conclude...that my life may be stagnant for now....but i am not...I AM a CHANGED PERSON! A better person from what i used to be...I care more about people around me now...about myself now...I am trying to have a positive outlook in life and be strong...really strong...Maybe this was it!...this was the plan...and this is why things din't work out my way do far...to teach me all of this...Makes me feel happy!
hmmmm.....alright alright! too many thoughts to ponder about at one point of time...as i put down all my thoughts into words before action....i am reminded of the old but still valid saying...ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS! So Madame Nikita Jain, Put down ur words into action...so that the world knows u mean each and every word of it!
Papa...ill surely carve the niche u want me to...and live the kinda life u dream for me...ill do it for u...i know i will! Sorry for letting u down so far!
P.S. Thank u Blogspot for hearing my thoughts all the time and being so patient wit me!...:)
Lotsa love to all!!!
Muaah!
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